It has been a couple years since I first thought I would start a blog. I started here, made three posts and well... Pretty much fell off in the wake of a busy season of life. But the fact remains I am still in love with words and using them to inspire and create. And not only that I return now with a dream greater than it was before.
So I'd like to refocus and find a new message to express. I don't expect many people to listen to what I have to say but I'd like to know if one person reads this. So without further ado welcome to the nonsense I call words.
I really think there's a kind of beauty in coming back to something once forgotten. It's sort of like seeing a childhood friend. Now you both have a career, new stories to tell, and new people you love. But you can still apricate all the good things you had and go forward to make new wonderful thigs. There is no bitterness in growing apart if there was sweetness in being together. Only good things. Memories you can put on a dusty shelf like a good book an admire when things get hard. Not everything will end like a book. Some things end like a cliffhanger on your favorite TV show. One that didn't get renewed for season two. There's still beauty in that. Sometimes a period is just part of a paragraph.
So how do we say goodbye to things that never got a proper ending? Well I don't have an answer. I'm just a girl in the world. But I do know that every step you take, - weather its a step backwards, forwards, or side to side - still get's you somewhere. A piece in the puzzle of you. A line in the story of your life. So not all endings are something to lament. Not all goodbyes are forever. And even with that all. It's okay to miss things of your past while still loving the things of your present. Just because you loved the last book you read doesn't mean you can't enjoy the new one.
So just because I left something behind in 2023 doesn't mean that I can't pick it back up in 2025. It's going to be different. It's probably not going to mean anything to anyone. But these words spinning endlessly in my head will have a good home.
And that's the end of these musings of this crazy teen. Back to my crazy life ~
